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Wondering if my life has value, surely its not worth its weight in gold.

For when all my assets are added, the cruel truth will unfold.

 

My whole world consisted of four walls, and the people that lived within.

Seems some building blocks had faults, and the walls were too thin.

 

My world was based upon friendship. One I though was twenty three years strong.

But obviously I was mistaken, because my world did not last long.

 

I thought this was forever when I said I do.

But how was I to know my world was put together with spit and carpenters glue?

 

I reflect upon the days when we used to sit and talk

Seems now a days our only chat is about how fast and far I will walk.

 

I leave behind me all of my world, my soul, my sanity and my worth.

Only my body is left of me, set free to look for a new life on this earth.

 

Inside a little girl screams and cries, hoping to be heard.

She runs as fast as she can, still no one hears a word.

 

Terrified, lost, confused, and ashamed to take one more breath,

I franticly search for something of me that I have left.

 

I thank you; the soul mate that I thought was forever mine.

For my two wonderful sons you have given me during our time.

 

These two precious sons of mine are my reason for trying to cope.

For them I need to find me and a life full of love and hope.

 

Now I need to pull me together and pick me off the ground.

To learn to love a second mate and make it work this time around.

 

This is something I had never planned for.  It took me by surprise.

I thought I would be heard and a saved marriage would be my prize.

 

It seems like I have fallen hard.  Now I need to get tough.

I need to pick me up and dust me off.  I have fallen far enough!

 

Still shaken from my fall, I dont know where to start.

I need to find me and mend my broken heart.

 

Time heals all.  I am thankful this is true.

I pray this time passes quickly and I no longer feel blue.

 

Life takes many turns,  sometimes the reasons are hard to find.

This last turn mine took will let me leave my past behind.

 

Life is forever changing as we grow each day.

I look forward to a brighter future coming my way.

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No words can express the great sorrow I feel in my heart.
So many changes have come into my life in the past year.
It is time for me to move on.
As I try to gather my thoughts, I do count my blessings.
I can go on.
I still have many good things in my life.
I have my health, I have my sons, I have hope and
I have someone to love that loves me back.

I wish to thank all the special people in my life that
lend me an ear, give me a shoulder to cry on, and help me smile again.
Without you I would have been lost. Without you I may have lost hope.
To all that have been my strength when I could not stand...
I Thank you from the bottom of my heart!




















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Jodee Messina with Tim McGraw: Bring on the rain

Another day has almost come and gone
Cant imagine what else could go wrong
Sometimes Id like to hide away somewhere and lock the door
A single battle lost but not the war
cause

Chorus

Tomorrows another day
And Im thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain

Its almost like the hard times circle round
A couple drops and they all start coming down
Yeah I might feel defeated
I might hang my head
I might be barely breathing but Im not dead

CHORUS

Im not gonna let it get me down
Im not gonna cry
And Im not gonna lose any sleep tonight

Cause tomorrow's another day
And I am not afraid
So bring on the rain
















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Rascel Flatts:  I'm  moving on
 
I've dealt with my ghosts and faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
Ive found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once Im at peace with myself
Ive been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
Im movin on

Ive lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but theyre always the same
They mean me no harm but its time that I face it
Theyll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I dont belong
Im movin on

Im movin on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me

 

And I know theres no guarantees, but Im not alone
There comes a time in everyones life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone

I sold what I could and packed what I couldnt
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
Ive loved like I should but lived like
I shouldnt
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
Im movin on

Im movin on
Im movin on